- And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose
Romans 8:28
The fall of 2017, it was my 6th year of Bible Study Fellowship, and we were studying the book of Romans. One of my greatest passions is digging deep, into God’s word and letting him reveal to me the mystery of the faith. Romans 8:28, I’ve used it many times in my teachings or messages throughout the years. On October 10, 2017 I had to begin to actively live it. My 23 yr. old son Chase was tragically killed in an accident. This brought me and my entire family to an unfamiliar place, of enormous pain and devastating heartache.
Three months into my grief journey, a kind friend offered her beachfront cabin to me. It was during those ten days, where God began putting back the pieces of my broken heart. I took long walks, on the beach, reflecting on my loss. I sat on the balcony for hours and hours watching one wave crash over another, while listening to worship music. I left there with the strength to move forward.
As the months and years have gone by, since my seaside sabbatical, God has restored much and given me power to endure. I’ve also invested in my healing, which I believe is the greatest source of freedom. I attended many conferences, retreats and studies, both spiritually and grief. I’d like to say it’s all better. I know Chase is in heaven, he’s happier than he’s ever been and I have peace and joy knowing, I’m going to be reunited with him. Then, a memory is triggered by something and the pain of missing him returns. As my journey continues, there have been many good things that have come from this tragedy. God’s promise, to work all things together for good, is certainly true. I’ve seen, the Lord, bring glory through Chase’s legacy.
Barbara Bush said it best, “The death of a child is so painful, both emotionally and spiritually, that I have truly wondered if my own heart and spirit would ever heal. I soon learned that I could help myself best, by helping others”.
Through my healing process, God has placed a call on my heart to help other mothers, who have lost a child. I see now, how along my own path in life, God was preparing and molding me for his purpose.
By the grace of God, he brings triumph out of tragedy.
Cathy Taylor
Romans 8:28
The fall of 2017, it was my 6th year of Bible Study Fellowship, and we were studying the book of Romans. One of my greatest passions is digging deep, into God’s word and letting him reveal to me the mystery of the faith. Romans 8:28, I’ve used it many times in my teachings or messages throughout the years. On October 10, 2017 I had to begin to actively live it. My 23 yr. old son Chase was tragically killed in an accident. This brought me and my entire family to an unfamiliar place, of enormous pain and devastating heartache.
Three months into my grief journey, a kind friend offered her beachfront cabin to me. It was during those ten days, where God began putting back the pieces of my broken heart. I took long walks, on the beach, reflecting on my loss. I sat on the balcony for hours and hours watching one wave crash over another, while listening to worship music. I left there with the strength to move forward.
As the months and years have gone by, since my seaside sabbatical, God has restored much and given me power to endure. I’ve also invested in my healing, which I believe is the greatest source of freedom. I attended many conferences, retreats and studies, both spiritually and grief. I’d like to say it’s all better. I know Chase is in heaven, he’s happier than he’s ever been and I have peace and joy knowing, I’m going to be reunited with him. Then, a memory is triggered by something and the pain of missing him returns. As my journey continues, there have been many good things that have come from this tragedy. God’s promise, to work all things together for good, is certainly true. I’ve seen, the Lord, bring glory through Chase’s legacy.
Barbara Bush said it best, “The death of a child is so painful, both emotionally and spiritually, that I have truly wondered if my own heart and spirit would ever heal. I soon learned that I could help myself best, by helping others”.
Through my healing process, God has placed a call on my heart to help other mothers, who have lost a child. I see now, how along my own path in life, God was preparing and molding me for his purpose.
By the grace of God, he brings triumph out of tragedy.
Cathy Taylor